That is the same reaction I still have after watching Heroes. I so was not expecting "him" to be claires father. I am in shock. Frist time a show has pulled one over on me. :P

...Since I had my last cigarette. I didn't think I was going to make it this for. I still don't. But it's not as bad today. I still have cravings and urges. In the morning is bad, and after a meal. And when someone pisses me off.

I'm avoiding people right now that smoke, Or anywhere that has smoking. I know if I'm around anyone that is lighting up, I'll break down. It's really hard. I get angry, and impatient with people. And there was a point the other day where I wanted to just snap necks. But I'm doing better...So far.

So hopefully by xmas, I'll be free of the habit. Hopefully. I just hope I don't cave in and start back up.

*sigh*

Someone give me strength to fight the cravings.

*Beats head against keyboard*


I can't do it!

The Song Meme
Stolen from ksarasara.


Step 1: Open up whatever MP3 program you use and add every song in your collection.
Step 2: Put it on random.
Step 3: Pick your favorite lines from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 4: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 5: Cross out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 6: DON'T GOOGLE THEM.

( Songs )

Btw, 9 more days!!!

I can't believe I would ever do this but....

16 MORE DAYS!!!!!! WAHOO!!!! (minus the family fighting)

Just have to tell someone. Other then my mom and honey. John bought this new cat food, It's called "Friskies Feline Favorites". My cat and any other cat I have known is/was addicted to soft food. But not to the point where they would break down the door and kill you for it. Well, this new brand of food is dry food. We(john & I) thought they wouldn't like it. But to our surprise they want to kill us for this food. I have no clue what is in it.

All I know is, I came home earlier today. And my bedroom door was shut, but misky was missing. We went in and there she is eating cat food from the bag. She bit a hole in the bag, to get to the food. Then the other cats(Bernie & Lou) ran in when we open the door, and started to attack the bag. Like we didn't feed them for months. This is the frist time I have seen cats threaten our lives for dry food. They scratch at my door at night. They beg. They attack. I'm thinking the cats have an addiction problem. I tried to see if there was crack in the mix, but no luck. Anyone has thoughts on why they would kill us to get to "dry" food? We put down soft food and a different brand of dry food, but they snub it. *Sigh* guess I'll go give them thier fix.

AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GODDAMN FUCKERS!!!! al;kjsfda;ljksdfa;oijsdfa;dsoifjas;dljifas;dlfjiawrfwefo;ijdfbga;sldkjfasd fj;oajaoijf;awroefi;/loenwgv.....had to vent. and beat something.

Guess it's time for a update, huh? Bleah! I'm too lazy to write down everything. Let's see....um...I'm going to work soon, yay! But I'm off for the next 2 days. Yippie. Oh for those who didn't know. I got a new kitty too. She is soo adorable, And she is mine. Jen got her for me about a month ago....wait let me check the papers..Yup. A month ago. Well anyway, off to get ready for hell.

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